For what feels like an excessive amount of time I’ve been feeling under-the-weather.
Rather than hitting the gym for treadmill walking, I took a friends suggestion to take a bath. A hot water soak….precisely what I need. I am a big, perhaps huge fan of most things LUSH. Especially fond of bath bombs and bubble bars. I can say with much certainty after today that buying products that turn your bath water yellow are a bad idea.
Looking at nearly everything in my bathroom, to avoid the yellow water, I noticed the walls. I examined them. They were flat. Very flat, no texture what-so-ever. The ceiling too. In an instant I was transported to my childhood bed staring up at the ceiling. Heavy texture made it easy to imagine exotic creatures and unique beings. If I were to go back in that room what would I see?
I fear that I would not see much. I am drained.
Knowing when we need to hit the reset button is important. The bummer is we usually notice when it is a few weeks overdue – once the reserves are tapped. Over the next few weeks I am determined to restore and rebuild. I can hardly wait to see what appears out of nothing.
Just thinking if I had the energy to email you when this post came in. Maybe it’s a time in our cycle but I can sure relate. And my new anti- seizure drugs leave me desperate to sleep 18 hours/ day! I maybe sent to hospital rehab for two weeks to see if we can get me stable and more normal. Visit me???? Xoxo
warmly, marcy
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